Tapestry's Weavings

Sunday, July 20, 2008

I Believe...

(2002)

I believe in the love of a lifetime
I believe girlfriends and soulmates can make anything bearable
I believe in delighting in the changing of seasons
I believe we should appreciate the earth
I believe in walking a spiritual path
I believe in great homemade paper, dip pens, sealing wax and ribbon ties
I believe packages should be wrapped in brown paper and tied with string
I believe black and white photos capture the soul
I believe dark chocolate and peanut butter can soothe emotional upheaval
I believe candles have unknown powers
I believe everyone deserves to be happy
I believe that life is too short to be unkind or petty
I believe in things unseen
I believe in fate
I believe in cappucino, warm brownies, and peppermint tea
I believe in the powers of the moon
I believe in good books, needlepoint, journals, and pens
I believe in me

Trilogy & Epilogue

Her House
(1981)

Eight years have passed
And there is still an empty space
In the corner of my life.
Now, standing in the yard
I gaze at how lonely her house has become.
It is empty too.
Everything is just as the woman left it.
The rocker on the porch
Moves hauntingly in the wind.
Her sons have waited all these years
Unable to part with the things of her life.
At last, her things have become mine.
As I step through the door
Floods of memories come rushing to me.
It's hard to believe she is not there.
Except for a thin coating of dust, nothing has changed.
Time has stood still in this house.
An eerie feeling overwhelms me.
The calendar on the wall
Displays the month and year she died.
In the kitchen sink
Sits a single cup and saucer.
The cupboards still hold the staples
Of her meager life.
The bonnet the woman wore
Hangs neatly by the door.
A brittle, yellow newspaper
Rests on the table by her chair.
The radio, though silent many years
Sits proudly ready to play again.
All these sights amaze me
But one thing makes me stop cold.
In her bedroom, on the dresser
Rests the woman's powder box.
I pick it up, open it
And smell what I haven't for years.
At that moment she is there
I can feel her near me,
I see her everywhere I look,
And I smell the sweet fragrance.
The woman has been gone for years
Yet she gave me a wonderful gift today,
Of all her worldly treasures, and her spirit.
She is still with me.

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The Tree
(1981)

The sound of the chain saw was deafening.
I couldn't watch, yet,
I opened my eyes precisely at it fell.
The crash as it hit the ground was slight,
but to me it seemed tremendous.
Limbs crashing, twigs snapping.
In my mind all more traumatic than reality.
The tree was gone.
In its place the lonely stump.
Along with it went countless memories
That only it, and the woman could have known.
My only comfort in its absence
Are the memories that will be etched
Forever in my own mind.
It was beautiful
Although its trunk was bent severely
By a tornado years before.
Though handicapped the tree amaze us
Every year without fail
With a bountiful crop of red juicy apples.
In this way the tree returned the love
That the woman freely gave,
To the tree which most people would have destroyed.
I remember sitting on the sloping trunk
Amidst the shade withing the tree
Watching the woman work on hot summer days.
The woman and I knew how special the tree was.
It was something the two of us shared,
And I loved them both.
Now, I miss them both.
Tears came that day
When the tree no longer stood.
A very big part of my life was fading away.
Many things within me cried out as my heart broke.
Another part of my childhood was vanishing,
Just as the woman had left me years before.
I would never get them back.
The tears come again today
As I walk by the aging stump.
It is almost obliterated
From the years of weather it has suffered.
These tears are different than the old one.
I don't feel so empty now,
For around the stump I see a miracle.
There is a new, young tree struggling for life
Where the old-timer once stood.
The woman would be pleased.

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My Girl
(1985)

The woman left me
When I was a child.
Now that I am a woman
With a child of my own, I realize
That a part of everything
Lives on in something else.
Though the old tree is gone
A part lives on in the sapling.
Though the original caretaker
Of the treasures is gone
The care is provided
By another hand.
The woman lives on through me
As I utilizethe things she used
In the home I now have.
When my girl was born
The woman seemed to live on again.
She was born on the woman's birthday.
A pink and white baby quilt
Handmade and never used,
Seemed made just for her.
Another gift from the woman
Ten years after she went away
To someone she never knew.
I rock my girl to sleep
In the woman's favorite chair.
I cover her at night
With the quilt the woman stitched.
My girl's clothes hang in the wardrobe
That once contained the woman's clothes.
My girl will never know the woman.
There is not even a picture to show.
Yet I wish the two could have met
So that my girl could have felt
The love and caring that I felt
When the woman held my hand.
That love lives on because I feel it now
Whenever my girl holds my hand.
A few years from now I'll pass on the love
With another gift from the woman.
I'll give my girl the necklace
That the woman and I have worn.
The necklace was gift to me
From her son who lovingly gave it to her
On a Mother's Day long ago.
It will be another thing
That the woman and my girl share
Over the span of generations.

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epilogue
(1987)

its snowing today
the elements are reclaiming the spot
where the last remnants of the woman's life stood
first it was fire
burning so fiercely hot
it made me cold
timbers built to house a model a
too crippled and old to stand
had to return to the earth
but not before rescuing a few memories
from the tangled vines that covered the walls
memories of the primitive tools used to work the soil
hours spent in the shade on the step
watching the woman in the garden
her passion
glowing embers cooled
more reminders revealed
bits of the past plucked from charred remains
now the snow brings warmth
no longer stark, black, sterile
there was snow the day we returned her to the earth
pristine, peace

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Cynthia
(2002)

Cautious
Youthful
Naughty
Thoughtful
Happy
Intuitive
Ardent

The Clothesline

Cynthia Allen-Linck 07-10-08

Mom had four long lines on sturdy steel posts. We filled them up every week. The only time we used the dryer was if it was just too cold or too wet.

Saturday was wash day. We sorted the clothes into piles, gathered wayward items from our rooms and stripped the beds. As it all got washed we took it outside to the clothesline. Mom taught us how to conserve clothes pins and line space by clipping everything together - matching corners. When it was all hung up there was a solid "wall" on every line. The bedding hanging over the lines made a great place to hide and play.

At the end of the day we gathered everything off the line and took it inside. It was all crisp and fresh. Everyone knows how wonderful those line dried sheets smell! I loved to crawl into bed on Saturday night. The sheets felt cool and smooth.

Both clothesline poles were engulfed by honeysuckle vine. It smelled and tasted sweet. Each post had a wren house too that was full every spring. The wrens would scold us when we were putting the clothes out - or taking them in. They certainly weren’t afraid of us!

Southhampton, New York recently lifted a ban on clotheslines that has been in place since 2002. Seems some residents back then thought clotheslines made the neighborhood look shabby. Some residents ignored the ban and risked possible fines and jail time so they could hang their things on a line! The ban was lifted due to rising energy costs.

I admit I use the dryer more than I should - when I could be saving energy, saving money, and having great smelling sheets.


The Clothesline Said So Much
Author: Marilyn K. Walker

A clothesline was a news forecast
To neighbors passing by.
There were no secrets you could keep
When clothes were hung to dry.

It also was a friendly link
For neighbors always knew
If company had stopped on by
To spend a night or two.

For then you'd see the fancy sheets
And towels on the line;
You'd see the company table clothes
With intricate design.

The line announced a baby's birth
To folks who lived inside
As brand new infant clothes were hung
So carefully with pride.

The ages of the children could
So readily be known
By watching how the sizes changed
You'd know how much they'd grown.

It also told when illness struck,
As extra sheets were hung;
Then nightclothes, and a bathrobe, too,
Haphazardly were strung.

It said, "Gone on vacation now"
When lines hung limp and bare.
It told, "We're back!" when full lines sagged
With not an inch to spare.

New folks in town were scorned upon
If wash was dingy gray,
As neighbors raised their brows,
And looked disgustedly away.

But clotheslines now are of the past
For dryers make work less.
Now what goes on inside a home
Is anybody's guess.

I really miss that way of life.
It was a friendly sign
When neighbors knew each other best
By what hung on the line!

Thursday, July 10, 2008


Summer Gardening
Cynthia Allen-Linck 06-14-08

The family garden. Everybody had one in the old days. It was how you made sure there was enough food on the table. And it was a lot of work! Months of care from planting to harvesting. Then there was the canning! But that is another story....

The garden had all the good stuff in it. Strawberries and rhubarb, corn and beans, tomatoes and cucumbers, potatoes and carrots, radishes and onions.... The possibilities were endless and it seems like there are even more choices today for the home gardener. Oh, and don’t forget flowers. There has to be flowers.

I remember "helping" in the garden as a child. Okay, Mom and Dad were doing most of the actual work - but I was there. It was more like recess then as compared to now when I am the adult working in the garden. Okay, my husband is doing most of the actual work - but I am there!

Sometimes your garden was a local attraction. If your tomato plants were stupendous, car after car would drive by of an evening just so the occupants could gaze upon their splendor. Dad would lean on his hoe and wave with a smile. I would just watch them go by and try to figure out what they were looking at that was so interesting.

As commercially grown food became more available, and as more families became two income families, the family garden became nearly a thing of the past. It was just too much work that took too much time. Only those with a true passion for the whole process of gardening hung on. Those who can’t wait to eat their first tomato of the season still warm from the sun, or to cook up that first pot of green beans. There is no store bought substitute for cucumbers fresh from the vine. Food you grow yourself - preservative and pesticide free - just tastes better.

Avid gardeners will tell you that working in the garden makes them feel good. They enjoy it. Researchers have "discovered that certain bacteria in soil can activate serotonin production, thus potentially helping to relieve depression."(1) So, its true! Gardening can make you happier and healthier.

Gardening has endured through the ages. Cicero spoke of a garden in Ancient Rome, Jeremiah of biblical times stressed the importance of a garden, and Louisa May Alcott mentions the garden in "Little Women." Rising fuel and food costs have made many people reconsider the value of growing their own food to save money. Burpee, the nation’s largest seed company, reports seed sales that are double that of last year. Half of that increase is from new customers. (2) Staying home and growing food to stretch the budget seems like a wise - and delicious plan.


"Build ye houses, and dwell in them;
and plant gardens, and eat the fruit of them."
Jeremiah 29:5


1. http://psychcentral.com/blog/archives/2007/04/05/dirt-reduces-depression-2/
2. AP via USA Today 05-22-08

I Am Ready To Try This Again

Blogging has been an enigma to me. I have thought a person either loves it or is disinterested in trying it. Until now, I guess I was in the latter category. But today I am embarking on my journey to post words I have attempted to weave into something worth reading.

I hope you will visit now and then, with a cup of tea maybe, and enjoy what you find here.